Thursday, June 09, 2005

Being Frightened

Lori's surgery is coming soon, and I must confess how frightened I am of possibly losing her. We have been together for a lifetime (more than 32 years), and I don't know what I would do without her. She is my "Batshuva", my soul mate. It's not that we never had a fight in 32 years, and it's not that life has always been perfect. Instead, it's that she is an integral part of me, and I am an integral part of her. One does not function well without the other. I hope and pray that she will weather this storm as she has all the rest, and that afterwards she will be able to eat fairly normally and have a good life. I don't care where she wants to go to eat, we will go there as soon as she is able to keep a meal down and she feels up to it. I love her so much, and I don't want to lose her.

1 Comments:

At 1:08 AM, Kimberly Amber said...

If I may ask, how did things go with the surgery? I assume that it had occured? I am hoping that everything went well, and you two had a wonderful dinner out somewhere!

*hugs*
Kimberly Amber

 

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